hey..stuck at home..juz finished a maths paper..bleaughx..maths standard really dropping..muz buck up..currently lyk sianning..nth to do at home but maths and more..sch ending le..so sian..wonder how i'll survive thru the boredom..anw..i gtg le..byex.
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hey..finally got the time to blog..yeppx..haix..resilts dint turn out too well...blahx..anw..been kinda busy and stressed up these days corx of sum stuff..i dunnoe y also..anw..i hav finally learnt to adapt a more optimistic attitude towards a life that juz izent turning out so well..accpet and move on..thou..easier said then done..anw..wadz done is done..wad can i do? regret? and suffer? god noes wad can be done to turn the clock ard so that i cud hav stop all these crap frm happening..anw..i shud juz stop crappining..kaez..cya
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004
hey..juz feel that i need sumwhere to vent my frustrations so here it is..
life.wad is life?
is it an unbearable thing that makes us miserable?
or is it sumthing which brightens us up?
both i must say.
confusions and arguements,
quarrels and jealousy.
envy and anxiety
all in the world of life.
give it sum thot,
if u shud or not hav fought,
for things u wish to hav
thou the consequences are none u can bear.
in this selfish world when all dun care,
it bcums utterly unbearable.
choices,
we too hav to make,
sumthing we cant leave to fate.
under the intense pressure,
of family and frenz,
we make the decisions we may live to regret.
but wad can we do?
if our life is such?
accept and move on.
thou,
easier said then done.
juz did it now..so yuppx..enjoy..lol
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
heyys..check out my new skin..lolx..decided to settle down for sumting more on the kiddy side..lol..cartoon i noe..;p..anw..tt day went out to orchard with my cuzzens to watch this korean show..nice leh..lol..[yvonne if ur reading this pls dun cum n tease me]..lolx..then aft tt went ard orchard for a while then went hm le..haishx..results cumin out in a few days time le..haix..really worried sia..scared lyk hell...kaez..cya.
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004
hey...long time nvr update le..blog becuming kinda dead...so...EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!YES YES YES!!!!..haha..shall update about today..gosh..WIMBLEDOM ROCKS LOR!!!!!!!!....omg...so nice lor..today went with vyl,charmaine,olivia,therese and aowie go and watch..wah..it was chao nice lor..now i want to learn tennis le lah..haha..then watch finished wanted to go search for pencil case..but dint find anything nice and besides we were all beat..lol..legs were killing me lor..haha..then went to exchange vyl's $10 coca tree vouchers..haha...walked all the way to paragon..lol..and my mum was lyk in isetan lor..i was lyk omg...haha..then went home..on the mrt everyone was so stone corx all legs were giving way..reached home lyk super erly lor..rotting and sianing away..tmr also dunnoe wad to do..so sian lor..haix..i want go play netball..thou my ankle has to rest for a mth?? so sucky..haix..anyway..gtg le..cya..hugz..:D
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
hey..blogging..haix..i tink im STRESSED OUT..juz lyk everyone else..haix..n my ankle..haix..sick sumore..flu,cough,sore throat..haix..actually banned frm comp but wadde heck..haix..hcl zuo wen tmr..haix..dunnoe how to mug for it sia..so tink i'll do lit tonite..anw..hav been pms-ing alot lately..so..yupps..ppl out there dun tink much of wad i do corx really irritated..so yah..sorry if i hav offended [you]..really..haix..anw..gtg..bye